It's like catching lightning

7863.) I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I’m a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson.” Are you happy now society? If you believe that homophobia is wrong, feel free to reblog this.

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Day 3- Picture of you and your friends

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I’m going to put my 30 days challenge on hiatus until my laptop is fixed because i have no pictures on my PC computer. all the pictures from middle school and older are lost because of my stupid computer :(

Day 2

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Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name

I actually came up with xinseperablex (i think that’s it…..) when I was younger and had an obsession with the Jonas Brothers. Inseparable was one of my favorite songs by them and i always spelled that word with an e because that’s how i thought it was spelled. Also I like the meaning of the word. To me, it mean that if things were meant to be between my friends or love one then we would be inseparable.

Day 1

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Well since I lost all my photos on my computer, I can’t exactly post a picture of myself right now :/ But I’ll still do the 15 facts about myself

I can be an enemy to myself
I really like pandas :) They’re my new favorite animals
Big dogs scare me
I’m good at forgiving but terrible at forgetting
I want to make a difference in someone’s life
I used to have an obsession with the Jonas Brothers
Ever since I was a child, I would read fairy tale stories about how the girl always finds her prince charming. I set my expectations high sometimes because of that and get disappointed when things aren’t like the fairy tale stories.
My motto is Live Love Laugh
I can’t live without my phone or ipod
Even though I can be a romantic, I’m always skeptically about letting myself fall because I keep thinking something is going to go wrong
I can be a perfectionist.
I’m afraid to live my life sometimes because of the consequences I might face.
I hate hate changes.
I am forever loyal to someone if they treat me well.
I love watching the stars and the moon late at night during the summer.

old posts

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If you’re thinking “wow she’s insane, writing all of that today”, you’re wrong. haha These are old posts that I wrote months ago and never published it until now. XD

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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don’t have another day
Cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn’t know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin’ on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we’d get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life’s not fair
And this is how it feels:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

Graduation Song Friends Forever by Vitamin C <333

friends

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i believe that as long as people put the effort into things and actually WANT things to work such as keeping your friendship alive no matter where you are, it would work if you TRY. the reason why things fall apart and fade away in time is because we give in. we sit there and sulk ad complain about something and then we move on. if we had tried our hardest to keep things together and the other person makes the same amount of effort back, then i believe anything is possible.

Fears

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I’m afraid of the future. I’m scared of what’s coming. Would I keep in contact with all my closest friends that I love dearly? Where will my boyfriend and I be 5 years from now? Will we even talk anymore? He’s my first love and open my eyes to things that I’ve never imagined. He’d changed me for the better and I’m forever graceful of him. Tom became a big part of my life. We had so many memories together and I’m going to miss him so much when he goes to college. After my sophomore year, things will never be the same anymore. I won’t see half my friends anymore cause they’ll be in college or moved somewhere. I’ll be working my butt off in junior year so I could get into a good college. ARCADIA! I feel so sick in the stomach as I think about all these fears that races through my mind. I start to get light headed and feel like I’m going to faint. I’m so mix emotions now and I don’t know how to feel anymore. I felt like I’m ready for the changes even thought I DON’T want it to happen. People always tell me I’ll make new friends and it’ll be ok. But I don’t want new friends. I LOVE the ones I have now. I’m happy with them. I’ve found my place with them and they can never ever be replaced.